Friday, September 4, 2009

No Facebook = Free Time?

Hmmph, it is really deceiving. Did I spend THAT MUCH time on facebook? I deactivated my facebook and am planning to reactivate it once I am done taking the GRE test (next Tues!! eek!!). So I am confused whether it's the facebook or all these things I put a hold on such as volunteer, internship, and tutor to study for the test that is giving me this much free time.

I just seem to have SO MUCH free time that I don't know what to do with it. I had already unknowingly reactivated my facebook TWICE. One occasion I was on my gmail and I received an email saying my facebook had been reactivated. So I started freaking out thinking someone else knew my password so they signed on... only to find out that the tab next to my email said: Facebook - Home........ I was pretty shocked because I absolutely had NO CLUE that I did that. So after that shocking event, I decided to uphold my commitment to stay fb-free for a week. Instead of going on facebook, I started going on websites like latimes.com, cnn.com, etc. because.. I just don't know what else to do when I am online! Of course, I don't read all the articles, but at least I get to see the titles whereas before I had been completely ignorant about what was going on around the world much less within California (the fires!!). And on top of that, I actually started calling/texting people because I have no way of finding out what they are up to and arrange to meet up, which is very RARE for me because I consider myself "not a phone person." And I am on this blog writing only because I don't have access to facebook pretty much. And I can't fall asleep because it is just wayy too hot in my room for some reason.. argh................

So where was I?
Oh yeah, I felt like maybe... JUST A MAYBE... I shouldn't even have a facebook. Never activated it again. I know this will not happen but definitely I need to have SELF-CONTROL over this facebook. I have been wasting so much of my time that I can be spending with people or at least be aware of what is actually going on around this world without being stuck in my own little bubble. But do facebook me here and there <3 Haha I miss facebook and the bubbly world in it.

1 comment:

  1. hahah i liked this one.
    helloooo christinaa
    true that. blogging and watching chuck or sometimes korean dramas are my highlights of the internet. facebook has become my social organizer, nothing more!

    im following you now!

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